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well. i love eric stewart. and thats that.
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| a word of advice: if you make shitty choices there are most likely gonna be shitty consequences. thats just the way it works. think about what you're about to do and consider if its really worth it.
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| today i went to the gym but i was very sad bc SOMEONE was too tired and she didnt want to go anymore. so i worked out alone. and there was this mexicanish looking guy who kept staring. EeEk.
then i got to see racho billyboy david and thomas. im learning to play spades...but tt makes me feel stupid  o well one day ill get really good..maybe even almost as good as tt. whoa..
.its sad having no one. |
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| tonight me and my boys alex and zach went to waffle house. MAN u gotta love that place. our waitress was hott stuff. she was old with saggy tits n had this real frizzy hair and a lazy eye so i couldnt tell who she was lookin at. it creeped me out. its better than the last time i went there tho. our waitress only had 3 teeth that i could see. she wasnt the brightest crayon on the box either. it took her a couple times before she could brought out the right order. bc 2 waffles some toast and hashbrowns is a difficult order n all. jeeze.
it bugs me when people say "crown" for the word "crayon".
me and rachael have the best long talks ever. last night was an especially good one. we realized some stuff that we hadnt before. its funny how blind you can be to something thats all around you. and its funny how ur mind can turn bad things into good things just bc u want them to be good. and no body can make u see otherwise. |
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| last night was so much fun until someone got really upset with me because he was jealous. i was so confused. WHY would anyone do that? im sorry that i hurt you, but you didnt have to hurt me back. ive told you before that im not interested in you like that so even if i was doing something with someone else (which i wasnt) whats it to you? i dont belong to you and i can do whatever i want with whoever i want. ok?
so me and billy were talking up on his bed. i was telling him how wrong i thought it was for him to fuck all these girls. and it turns out i got some wrong info and that hes not as much as a whore as i thought. it doesnt really bother me about the couple others he did it with..but there is one girl that he cant mess with like that. i love her too much n that is so disrespectful. i left him with "well when i have sex, its gonna mean something" and i shut the door on him. next thing i know rae and callie have left me and everyones tellin me rachaels pissed at me and i see bry givin me these hostile looks and im just so confused!! so thanks alot bryan for tellin everyone a bunch of bullshit just bc ur angry. to clear things up all my clothes were on up there and i didnt do anything with him. do u think i would do that to my best friend?? i think not! im so glad we cleared things up.
**the reason i told person A about person Bs troubles is bc it troubles me too. i dont know if you know this but it hurts me to know u did this. maybe it shouldnt hurt me and maybe it shouldnt be my job to worry about u, but i do. and i always will care when there are rough times.please understand. i didnt go into depth at all about nething..he just likes to talk. i guess it just hurts me bc i get scared that im gonna lose u. |
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